Karaoké Worship What I Hate Lady A

I keep lookin' at myself in the mirror

Hopin' it will change

And I keep wishin' for a brand new body that I didn't have to blame

I'm seein' every flaw like a failure

I'm usin' every cure like a savior

Like tryin' to build a church out of all my hurt when it really needs grace

I gave all my time to nothin'

I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'

My fears they took up space

My eyes couldn't look away

I didn't even realize

I worshiped what I hate

Half a bottle of red just before bed is the only way I dream

Before I really wake up the first thing I touch is a button on a screen

I'm not guilty of leavin'

Not stickin' around

I'm guilty of stayin' and just checkin' out

Yeah I kept my head down and really missed out on what's in front of me

'Cos I gave all my time to nothin'

I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin' yeah

My fears they took up space

My eyes couldn't look away

I didn't even realize

I worshiped what I hate

Why do the lies feel like the truth

Why do I do the things I do

Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty

'Cos I gave so much time to nothin'

I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin' yeah

My fears they took up space

My eyes couldn't look away

I didn't even realize

I worshiped what I hate

I didn't even realize

I didn't even realize

I didn't even realize

I worshiped what I hate

Didn't even realize

I worshiped what I hate

Didn't even realize

No

Didn't even realize

Didn't know

Ooh ooh ooh ooh

Mmh mmh yeah yeah